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Mug On - 50 Days 99 Days

2007-07-22T02:29:00.000-07:00

Duh!

My brain is totally going to wear out for the day already.
But i have to mug on, mug on for at least 2.5 more hours.

50 Days to prelims.
99 Days to 'A' levels.

I want to give it my best shot and beyond.

Target : Complete 2 more mind maps and 3 essay outlines before 0000 comes.

I miss Young friend and Big friends. =)

I'm looking forward to tml's buffet dinner! That will be my reward for today's and next week's mugging. =D

Knight, don't you like it that i'm so into my studies now? We each have a huge space for ourselves now.

All the way till 22nd November 2007.

Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy!

loves,
ac

Violin

2007-07-20T19:24:00.000-07:00

I miss practisting the violin.

I played the violin today.

I wanna take violin lessons again after 'A' levels.

Violin - lovely.

Baby Mine

2007-07-18T02:19:00.000-07:00

Thanks Young Friend for sharing! =)

Artist: Dumbo Lyrics
Song: Baby Mine Lyrics

Baby mine, don't you cry
Baby mine, dry your eyes
Rest your head close to my heart
Never to part, baby of mine
Little one when you play
Don't you mind what you say
Let those eyes sparkle and shine
Never a tear, baby of mine
If they knew sweet little you
They'd end up loving you too
All those same people who scold you
What they'd give just for
The right to hold you
From your head to your toes
You're not much, goodness knows
But you're so precious to me
Cute as can be, baby of mine

School

2007-07-18T01:31:00.000-07:00

now what?

sigh

2006-05-23T00:24:00.000-07:00

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6/04/2006
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Time is ticking away...
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Time is running out. I cannot give in to Time. I will make it. I will.

6/04/2006
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Jubilee
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Dear love ones,I just read one of my ex-youth leader's blog. It was a letter to his daughter, who only manage to stay in her mummy's tummy for 7 over weeks. I can't help but cry as i read. I cannot imagine what i'll do if such a thing happen to me. What will i do? Why does God allow such a thing to happen? Why does He wants to test our faith? Why? Why does He put together a new life and take it away almost instantly?His plans and works are too infinite for my finite mind. I don't understand and i can't understand.Dear Jubilee,This is amantha jiejie, one of the youths your mummy's & daddy's led. Although i do not know you, and did not see you, i hope you are home with the Almighty. You know, if you will given a chance to leave your mummy's tummy and come and experience life on earth, i think you'll be very blessed. You'll have great parents, who will guide you and bring you up lovingly and as godly as they can. I cried when i read your daddy's 'letter'. I can feel how much he loves and misses you. Someday, when He returns, we'll get to see you. Till then, take good care.love,amantha

6/04/2006
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Wild Empire Combined PJ & NYJ
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Choir practice is packed with people today. PJ & NYJ were there. Haha, so now i'm not the only J1s around. Gee it's good to feel young when every now and then people say you are old. =DThink today's practice seems fine. Yeah, and as usual we went for dinner....oh and we went for ice-cream today.I MUST start STUDYING TOMORROW!!!

6/02/2006
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Peer Support Camp 2006
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PSL Camp 2006!Planned and runned by Jack, Moi, SY and Francis with the sec 3s help. I kind of enjoyed myself. Compared to Jack, i am really nothing cos' i'm not as fun as him. Some Sec 1s think that i am strict. Sigh, what to do? This is me. But anyway, i hope the sec 1s enjoyed themselves, the sec 2s & 3s too.My favourite part of the camp was when we drank the blended bitter gourd 'juice' together. Haha oh and also the Wet & Wild. We played with the Sec 3s after everyone went home. Oh my gosh! Instead of being bombedby water bags, i was soaked by a pail of water!!!! It's been a long time since i have such WILD & FUN time in school. I miss the days in hai sing. It's a place where i feel at home. I feel cosy. The sense of belonging is so strong. I wonder would it starts to change as the teachers i know starts to leave the school.....Jia you peer support leaders!

5/30/2006
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smaLLy surfaces again
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It seems like i'm crawling back. That has always been the way. But i will not cling. I try not to cling. smaLLy still loves aunty elene. =)

5/29/2006
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Mettta School Carnival - Performance
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Guitar gaLs...and Mr Choo....Moi conducting. Moi first time. Moi look tired. Moi eyes look swollen. Moi look like moie crying! duh...First time conducting a guitar ensemble in public. More room for improvement.

5/29/2006
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Wild Empire
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Today's session was mostly sectionals. Enjoyed dinner. Enjoy crapping with timothy. Enjoy WE's people. But how come i have the same feeling in both youth fellowship and WE? sigh. the problem must be moi. But anyway, today is a good day. oh and Kevin gave me a book for moi b'day. Collected more belated b'day present this year.

5/28/2006
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My Friends
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Her name is MingMing. Named after my smaLLy who gave her to me for moi b'day this year.This is how she looks when she is sitting. I like her becos' she is best at hugging. A hug is a great gift. She has a cutie face you can't resist!Her name is Sugar. She was given to me from my mummy when i was 15years old. She means a lot becos' she was a 'replacement' for the Ecology Trip @ Sibu & the Student Leader Kuantan Trip which my mum didn't allow me to go.Her name is Candy. She's a b'day gift from Middy this year. She's gonna be one of my favourites cos' she is given to me by Middy. Moreover, I like her chubby face. =)This is how Candy looks from behind.This is Kiddy. She's a b'day gift from my cousins, Donald & Daffy Duck, this year. I like her cos' it's a present from my cousins. I like her cos she has beautiful fur.

5/27/2006
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I don't like today
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Do you think fish cries? If those marine creatures do cry can it be seen that they are shedding tears? If it can't be seen, i'll love to be a marine creature instead. As i grow older, the more emotional i become, the more tears i shed.If you really know me, you'll know that i treasure those i really loved. Those whom i am very fond of. It's true that sometimes i cling on to them so tight that they have no space to breathe. Sometimes i am demanding and not understanding. Only today, then i realized, i am shameless and cheap. I can't believe this is me. Why do i always go 'crawling' back to them after some time? Why can't i let them go? Indeed, i met wonderful people back during my secondary school days. Some of them are teachers, some my schoolmates, and some others that i met through school activities. There is this special group of people whom is my source of motivation. They can make my day with just a small gesture. They brought much happiness into moi life. Ironically, they are also the ones who can easily make me go back into my shell. The shell broken by Biggy abt 3 years ago.Today isn't a good day. I don't like today. Only two things i like about today is, Pinyi and i rot our time away. I received Candy.Random Thought of the DayI was walking to tpjc's main gate today. Alone. I can confirm that i cannot be a loner. I need someone, people to walk with me. Probably walking alone makes me feel zi bei. Yet, sometimes being alone is better than having someone with you.

5/25/2006
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JC Common Test - Random Thoughts
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I almost fell asleep during Econs exam today! My brain was so saturated with facts, trying to organize them and pen them down neatly, but for a moment, i don't know what i was doing. But well, i think it's a good first attempt. Chinese was terrifying! One number or letter can worth 4marks! 3 over hours sitting there writing away furiously.....was shivering by the time i came to the comprehension....Random Thoughts for the Day :Daryl writes beautiful poems. Talented guy. His words just flow so smoothly..The last time i made a card for my dad was way back in lower primary.I'm going to grow fat and die. I spent almost all my money on food these days.I need to practise moi guitar!Currently very worried for my Chemistry and Maths CT in June.I miss the HaiSingers.I cannot find another MingMing. -roll eyes- Wonder where else sells her.I want that blouse at G2000! I wanna that dress from ???!

5/23/2006
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Re-Blogging again.
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Yup! smaLLy has decided to start bloggin again. =DIt's 1137pm now. I was 'mugging' Economics for Thursday's common test (mid yrs) but well, grew so tired that i decided to take a break. Me brain is saturated with economics facts now! Duh! It's been a 'nong nong' time since i feel myself studying hard, working hard, pushing myself once again to my goal. The holiday after 'O' levels has made me into a slacker! Have been telling myself to get going, but i know that i have not been working hard, as hard as i've done so back in upper secondary school days. (i miss hai sing!)Ms Quek's quote keeps swimming in me mind when i was studying earlier on. 'Don't live down to expectation, go out there and do something remarkable'. That was her quote to me on Children's Day when i was in secondary 2. Yes, i must not let the current school envioronment influence me. If i have done it once, i can do it again! For many, my 'Os' result isn't that fantastic, but to me, i know i've given my best. I am trying very hard to switch to full gear, but till now, i know i have not. This common test will probably allow me to do so.School ended early today. Went back to lovely HSCS with Francis & Shi Yong to discuss the PSL camp. It feels so good to be home, again. Some how i feel i still belong there when i no longer do. When i step into the music room, i thought i am still a HaiSinger, but i no longer do. Everything is so familiar, cosy and comfortable. I am proud to be a Haisian. Yes, most of those who agree have been going around tpjc saying Hai Sing RockZ! Yup, and the people at tpjc actually questioned us, 'How come hai sing ppl are so loyal to their sch?'. Haha, guess the reason(s) will be exactly what that makes us, or at least me, so attached to the school.Having to move on from a beautiful place is tough. Who bears to leave a beautiful place, heading for a erm..not so beautiful place?I received a ty soft toy from Jing Ming on moi birthday. It's a pink monkey, which can be placed around moi neck so that it looks like it is hugging me. It's a HER. So yeah, she is named after Jing Ming. Her name is MingMing. (You'll see her picture soon) That's one of my new friends.The other new friend is Kiddy. Kiddy is a cutie bear from Precious Thoughts. It's a gift from my deary cousins, Daffy & Donald Duck. She's named after Kiddy, the 'monster' in the movie, Monster Inc. Well, so you can picture all my little friends in moi room. We have my sweetie Sugar, MingMing, Kiddy, Mr Beany, Little Piglet, Pinky Panther, Doraemon, cutie snoopy, Love a Lot Bear (care bear) sleeping by moi side every night. Birthday treat from mummy is hee buffet dinner @ The Square (tumbs up) and dinner @ fish & Co! From NAJA! muahaahaha, Missha make up. Out of the four of us, i'm the only one that have not put on make up when we go gaigai. (lazy, waste time, waste money). Hee, but anyway, i will make it an effort to do so since they bought those stuffs for me le.Oh and my class bought me a cake too! =DTml is chinese listening. Thursday is Econs and Chinese. I am ready. I will not tell myself that i'll do badly. I did study. Even if i didn't cover enough, i will not tell myself i cannot make it. I will make it no matter what. I still have 1 more day to prepare. It's only a common test. I will n must make it. Dear friend, don't keep telling yourself you'll surely do very badly for you econs. It makes thing worse. (friend, you know who u r i hope.)I miss middy...n granny too...smaLLy

2005-06-05T03:55:00.000-07:00

fLoweRs from YLs, 4e5'05 & beloved cousins...
jing ming & shireen
YF folks!

my dearie smaLLy & i
HaiSinger's - 'Into the Wodds'
The two princes

Sin Ee & i
No One is aLone...

'I Wish'
'More than anything'
'More than life, more than jewels...'

me...resting...

HaiSingers' photo taking..

2005-05-22T00:49:00.000-07:00

biggy smaLLy middy
22nd May 2005
smaLLy's belated b'day party
'Sweet 16...'

smaLLy & middy

aunty elene, joan jiejie & smaLLy

moi, mummy, biggy

gift from choir com'05-06

2005-05-21T19:49:00.000-07:00

Threesome
21st March'05
Mission
'their favourite post..'

tHe 4 of us...again
21st March'05
Mission
'pure e5s gaLs..'

2e5'03
21st March'05
Mission
'shot by @mantha...'

Lilian & Me
21st March'05
Mission
'rose...'

4e5
21st March'05
Mission
'pretty gaLs...'

2005-04-05T10:01:00.000-07:00

the Haisingers
5th April 2005
Singapore Youth Festival'05
'ah las, a SATB choir..'

2004-12-25T22:51:00.000-08:00

my family
24th Dec'04
Christmas Party'04
'ate too much....bloated!!!'

mum & me
24th Dec'04
Christmas Party'04
'sisters!!'

sugar & me
24th Dec'04
Christmas Party'04
'best buddies...'

granny & i
21st October'04
Shopping for Christmas Gifts